love had, and a story of contentment

it hadn’t taken too long to figure out the true nature of reality. after discovering what was really going on, it was nearly too late. I would never allow such a thing to happen. It always made me feel some confused to allow her to walk away, accepting the fact that the control was in my hand and every next move, pretty much, well at least nearly every next move would pretty much shape every moment of time in the future. I’m free and clear now, seeking the future and never wanting to look back. the children are grown, and were all independent pretty much. I think about the past and how the potential wasn’t seen, pretty much never even seen, detected or neither was any of the signs noticed. all signs noticed and all issues were addressed when the opportunity to reconjure the time from long ago emerges from beneath the surface of understanding. remembering my age and how I feel, I begin to thank of ways of gaining the heart, the heart of the influencers of time. I proceed with my age and the thoughts of the future, health and vitality. In those times, when we experience those times the way we need them, the bliss is life and time altering and theres no obstacles in our way. free! free! free! so free and ready to create. blissful, creative, harmonious, curious, calm and silent. fast, slow, warm, peaceful and perfect. it was here and then it was gone, here I am. ‘time’ there you are, and here I am, lets go.